Hi my friends!
Sorry it has been longer than 5 days since i have blogged, bad blogger! Since I have talked to you last, a lot of little things have happened.
1. Went in for 3rd checkup
2. Worked more
3. Worked in the yard
4. Saw a movie
I feel like for any “normal” person, these things seem very small for 12 days but for me it has been pretty big.
1. About a week ago, I went to Dr. Amirlak for my 3rd checkup- I had some questions. I have been having problems with the silicone strips- getting them to stick. His nurse said she was not a huge fan of the strips and I was probably having problems because there is a lot of hair near/around the scars (Which is a good thing because it means my hair is growing!) I will continue to use scarfade a silicon gel cream on all of my scars. He thought things looked good. I had a little place on one of my neck scars that kind of hurt when I touched it- like an underground zit- as I call them. He took a pair of mini scissors to the bump and was able to pull out the end of the suture tie-off and a little bit of stitch as well. Since then the spot has gone down and is healing well. I have been on 50mg of Lyrica 3 times a day to help with the nerve pain (it is a drug that helps to make the nerves quiet down). I am still having a lot of nerve pain in the top of my head. It is shooting pain across the top of my head. The pain def starts with heat- when I get hot, go outside, get in a hot shower- the heat doesn’t even have to touch my skin to make the nerves start acting up. Dr. Amirlak says it will go away but the nerves are still trying to find their new way. After surgery it was really hard for me to open my mouth very far and esp chew- i figured because the temple nerve was removed. The pain went away after a week or two, but last night it came back and is very painful, so hopefully it will go away again.
2. I have worked a few more days since I last posted. My job right now consists of making/manipulating Excel spreadsheets… a LOT of computer work. I have worked 5-6 hours straight for a couple of days and feel ok, but the second i get in the car the pain and exhaustion hits me like a bus. I am definately having a hard time with the recovery process… not so much the process itself but being able to be still, calm, inactive and esp REST. I have found (through therapy) that I put a lot of my self-worth in the things I do and what people think of them and me… so needless to say this time has been very trying on my self-worth because I am not producing anything or accomplishing anything that others can outwardly see. So this probably is the best therapy experiment I could have to go through.
3. I helped my husband work in the yard the other day, but there was so much to do- I offered to mow both the front and back yard, very slowly. I felt ok after that, but then i decided to water the front yard (which I had to do by hand bc i was not one of our watering days- TX drought). Then I let the dog run through the water and then had to bath the dog… which ultimately was too much. Again as with number two, I am having problems deciding what is enough and when to stop… guess I will be working on that 😉
4. I went to see 22 Jump street with the hubs and another couple. It was really exciting because that was my first movie in at least 3 years. The smell of the popcorn has always been nauseating therein bringing on a migraine. Not to mention the decibal at which they play the movie. I was not sure i was going to make it after hearing the previews, but once the movie started I was ok… and I even ate some popcorn.
Bottomline- I think it is apparent that this surgery has had some positive impacts on my life- movie, musical, out with friends. I am still having a lot of rogue nerve pain and some pain-pain but pretty much like before surgery but now i am able to do more.
Hope all is well with you! Oh PS- I just started It Works – Hair Skin and Nails so I am excited to see if it helps my hair grow! Lol